Decisions, Decisions

Naturally, as a part of life, people in this world have to make decisions. It's just something no one can avoid whether they are small and somewhat pointless, or huge and life-altering.

Once again, I have been faced with a difficult decison that is killing both me, and two other people. I hate hurting these people because I love them in everyway that counts, but I just can not wait too much longer. I am hurting as well; its kiling me and i just wish i could get away.

Decision making can be something very hard to figure out, but you have to understand you have to follow your heart, and do what is best for yourself, no matter who you hurt. I'm not saying hurting someone is ok but SOMETIMES, you have to do it to be happy.

Making a decision is something that should be decided only by you, and not by someone else. But sometimes getting another person's opinion and hhearing what they have to say helps. Just don't forget they will most likely not see it they way you do, and do not have all the facts.

It isn't the easiest thing to do, but in the end if all doesnt work out, you still have all the people around you that love you.

You have to fight through the tough times to get to the good times and
doing so will only make you stronger as a person. Don't give up!!! :-)

First Step Forward

If you have read my last blog, you know that I am trying my best to move on and I have found someone really amazing to do so with!

He thinks we are perfect for each other and I totally think I agree.

Don't think that I'm just saying that, or that I am saying it just cause I'm dating someone. I really mean it.

His name is Cain (Kane) Brad George Heuftle, isn't his name unique??? =]
We met on myspace, of course lol, but I don't know he made me feel like I could fall for someone again. I really loved all we had in common and was shocked by how quick I have gotten to know him. The only thing that wasn't perfect was that he lived in Nebraska, about 13 hours away but we have a couple of plans to meet this year and summer.

Gahh is voice is so so so so cute and soft, unless he is haha uhmm being dirty =]. He is very gorgeous and has an amazing smile. He is a real fun to talk to and I'm looking forward to what we can lead to be in the future.

I found someone who loves me the same way as I love them. Someone whom they constantly miss and want to be with so much. Someone who can not resist themselves from me and would just kiss me every chance they could.

Cain Brad and Dustin Ray

8.22.09

Cute huh?
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Mission Update

Haha so I was thinking of a title for this, and Mission Update was the first thing that came into my mind.

Anyways, I was going to put on here everything I haven't been able to put on here because of time but I changed my mind. There is something I want everyone to know about though that I haven't mentioned on here.

I am bisexual; I have been open with it for maybe almost a month now. I really don't feel like explaining to everyone how I know but just take my word on it I know I am and I am proud of it.

I met an amazing guy who is really cool and a lot like me. His name is Tyler Gunter. He is awesome! I'm really glad I met him. He understands me a lot too. Who knows where this could go!

Well yeah, that's all I have to say for right now. I promise I'm going to keep in touch.

OHHHHH!!!!!!
I think Adam Lambert should have won American Idol. I like his voice a lot. So I'm a fan of Adam Lambert just to let you know!
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Peace out

Dustin =]