Oh boy, literally. Ha so I know I've had boy troubles before but come on. This is getting a bit out of hand :[
Many of you know aout Duncan, and if you don't, feel free to ask. Me and him had an "unofficial" relationship. He recently in the past few weeks broke up with his boyfriend of two years and I have known him for a long time. Long story short, we started talking talking and I fell for him. I had a little thing for him when I first met him but of course he was taken.
I let myself fall for him which I should have know by now was not a smart idea. We took things very slow because we both really really wanted it to work out.
We talked like this for about 2 or 3 weeks and it was really good. I was happy and didn't feel so down about life anymore and I got the comment that he brought out the best in me.
I really liked him; we both really connected pretty well and my life actually started seeming normal for a change.
haha here is the bad part :/
He told me he thinks we are better as friends, and that he can't see us being anymore.
I feel kinda used, hurt, and led on. It may not have been on purpose, but doesn't make it hurt anyless.
Now i don't know what is going on but this happened right when his ex boyyfriend got out of his rehab. They are spending time together and apparently they are talking, don't wnat a relationship, but if things happen they happen or whatever he said.
Don't tell me I'll meet someone amazing in the future. Yea, it is something to look forward to but that is the future. I want fun experiences now. A fun, long lasting, loving, intamite relationship is what I want to ccome from getting to know my boyfriend if I like him.
Oh well...All I can do is move one...
1 comment:
Just keep your head high, you're an amazing kid and it's obvious that the someone who will make you really happy is right around the corner. I'm not talking the far future, I'm talking near. i think you need a little while to calm yourself and have a chance to grow. Just like physically growing, which you can't do unless you're asleep, you can't emotionally grow unless you take a break and just stop for a little bit, regain your energy, and come out better than before. I know you'll do great things and that someone great will come into your life very soon, just allow yourself time to grow, don't push too fast, and always remember to stop, breathe, and think.
Much love,
xx
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